silence of search

i search in silence for saccharine love
resounding resonantly in my heart.
maddened vibrations shudder in solemn
pitch confirming that my search never
coalesces upon the mark so true, but
in endless time magnetizes toward a pole
of contrary substance. it pulls me boldly
from that which i seek, frustrating
my life with furrowed fanciful folds…
i search in silence with stealthy hope,
never ceasing to arouse the desire
that pushes pursuit of the loud resound,
beating a path sought, but not yet found
to a future awaiting my journey’s end.